Sunday, August 26, 2007
to My DarlING
you KNow... i now write about you ah.. haha...darling you now back to china but i really wished you come back asap...i cant stop thinking of you even a mini seconds....faster come back...everyday i cant call you at night or even in the middle of the night....i really wanna cry out... i missed you deep down in my heart... watching the pictuers we took our memories...i really hoping that the next day you are comming back .... but it seem like every night is the longest night of my life...you cant leave me for a mini second....is like a flesh out of my fatty meat..=)...darling... please come back .....i WANT MY DARLING DOU DOU TO COME BACK...I WANT I WANT~!!!!!!!!!
i wanna say sorry to what i have done to you that make you sad or even cry...
iam sorry that i have always leave you in the larch .... i am sorry for the times that i made you cried...i am sorry that i wasnt always there for you...i am sorry that i trested you badly but you still with me all this year...i am the reason for your pain...others blame you for making me like this but i am sorry... i will take the blame off you and you can put the blame on me...i am sorry...you treated me soo damn good but i treated you sooo damn bad... i did not make you really happy i did not do those things you want me to do...i did not do what i promised ... i am sorry for what i have done.. i am sorry ...i really want to make you happy but i have gone to the wrong step instade of making yuou happy i made you cry down to your knees... darling... i am sorry... i will change myself i really will.... i will do what ever that makes you happy and giving you the protection that you always wanted...darling... i love you...for what i have done ... and what you have done for me.... i wont leave you...only you have the rights to leave me... you have all the reasons to leave me.... but i really want you i need you.....now regrating for what i have done to you ...please forgive me.....Ai wo Bie Zhou....
lollypop [11:23 AM]
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