Sunday, November 27, 2005
what a tired day and back home scolding from mum what the fuCk??
morning mum bring me to my work place...then found my place and start working..firstly boss dont know my gilfriend was also working there loLX.. but she know la...then work work work selling mashrooms.. at night then go eat KCF with gf... then back home kanna fuck by mum...why??? just dont know why she keep asking question.. but never ever ask any quest about hows the job are you tired?? happy with the job??..never ever asked... what kind of mum is this??....damn it.. before o lvls.. in my life she never ever asked iam i happy??.. am i tired?? have i eaten my dinner??? but only asked (before and after o lvls) study liao mah??.. pray liao mah??.. go out with who??...do not have a girl friend now... girls i ditched is because of mum.. but for now i wont because of her i gonna ditch this one...cause is so fucking... at list i can handle my studies it does not effect my studies at all...why?? why?? so fucking....i hate this life.. i hope that i can dont need to go home for ever....i rather live in jail then home.. at list i dont have to quarral with my mum...later ask me questions then i reply say i talk back.. what the fuck??...then dont reply keep on asking why dont reply.. or saying some thing which is so sercastic....saying that i go out with bad friends... i go smoking go drink beers.. go find a job working with gangsters...she just think that in an office there wont be any gangsters...i dont wanna work in an office for now.. i hate it.. just only done 1 slight mistake gonna do all over again.. or kanna scolding by fucking bosses...she just dont wanna let me do the things by my self.. she just wanna make me a mummy boy which i fuckingly dont want it...why keep listen to my mum??...i rather dont ....i gonna do it by myself...what she promised me she will forget it untill i reminded her.. saying that she going to get my a model car after my olvls.. till now not even a new box seen in my room... what a cock...now i got my own money i will do what i wish... i not going to use her money....always saying that i scold my mum....say her things... i know she treat me well...so??.. but treat me fucking bad in words.....if together talk with all my family...only my brother knows my feelings well.. the whole family will only say that i am wrong ... i am bad... no good no good...then what am i going to do??.. STAY AWAY FROM HER LIFE....so what if i fail.. she failed her o lvls too...yah mah mother and son same de la.,. whats the fucking differents...my brothers brian is good.. but not me.. dont force me to do anything which i dont wan.... why cant you let me choose what i wan... always use force to apply on me.. is always force.. is always~~!!!!she just wan me to do office work....so what she is in an office sitting high up.. so what??.. she failed her o lvls.. ~~!!...so what??...i never ever bullyed her.. dont say that ok... i dont wan to be a mummy boy.. dont ever say what i am not fatil to my mum.. .... she bullied me... not i....everyday tired after study or work still force me to answer her question still continue ask me to study what the fuck'???... if she go down to my boss and ask her to sack me i will not talk speak to her in my rest of my life... what is my father doing??..i wanther what will we go after death.. we dont know weather it is true that there will be heaven or hell... some day i will try....we might be reborn in another dimention...... why?? why??? asking my mum to go back her room because i dont wanna qurral with her...but she insis to carry on her sercastic SPEACH....~~!!!...
i Hate My LiFe..enduring all the pains all the hatred all the qurrals with my mums sercas speach...this sucks... one day she wont be seeing me forever...so what she will be sad.. she forced me to do this..so i can get ride of the qurralings...and she can save her breaths...better that she knows it that i hate her words...~~!!!
lollypop [7:03 AM]
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Whats Over LEt IT BE...O Lvls GoNE HuReaa
yeah.. finish le.. but bad thing is we can be together and play , fark things up.. cook curry for vandiana.. loLX..Miss you guys lots and the days we had suffer and having fun at the same time... love you guys to the end man.... darling dont think too much le o.. even if my mum dont approve it.. i will wait for the day.. LoVe you... finnally overcome it... ....Hey Prom night hor you guys ah... frount write King: sito Queen: shin lei Behine Write ME and Katrina(Sch Flower) damn it... force to dance with her...but okok la.. quite embarassing..LoLx.. why first song is my song ( DOnt PuNK With My HEart) wa i high lo... almost took off all cloths...yeah kanna force to dance with her ...... she not a good dancer neighter me too..haiz.. why?? why??....LoLX.. after that we when for a drink...LoLX.. LiX.. i still cant forget blangla.. Na Bu** Ch** B*..Damn it really talk rubbish lo.. LoLX...PonGol??..PonGol where??..lOlx man you all just rox... haiz.. comferm is jack the boss ask you all to elect me.. damn it loLX.. haiZ.. jack and keegen when off early...to friends grandma's funeral...lack of them also very sad can drink with them... hope you guys from china and indo come back take results we open chalet again??.. then drink till we drop LoLC.e.. CXC!!!.. his chalet.. kanna force to drink wisky ah beer ah and other stuffs.. untill i need to clean the toilet.. haiz.. LoLX.. but quite fun to see him vomit..slept in the toilet somemore...haiz.. fun daies go by very fast....hope there will be another day of fun with you guys..love you all...~!*friends 4 3v3r*!~... v^_^vPeace out yo
Heres some photo's of my Buddies and class mates(Next Blog)
pushing around At MAc Studying too...chin tiong filix me joesph
What are you guys doing to my hair??...Joesph (frount) Filix(back) Xiao chuan (Back BAck)
Heres A good ONe.. Mr lee(English teacher) And Me
My Best Photo off all..My Darling & Me(kiNG OF PRom NIGHT Y.M.C.A).Hee hee...
lollypop [2:04 PM]
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
MmM
FInished chinese.....worring for other subs.. thats suxz..miss you all.. hope we all meet up again.. missing the chaotic daies with FILIX the black.. haha.. hope you know hat we plan to do about the truck.."LAi LAi AunTi COmE FRESh VeGiTaBlEs"...haha..MM now is 5:15 finish testing mums 318...a slow car to a okok type.. haiz.. added grounding wire...racing closed pod filters ...like that only haiz.. adding xeon light after o's ..... encounting daies.. after o's got money money.. loVe IT.. O YEAh..should i or should i not go shang hai for stand by... S$10,000 per mth.. bad thing is.. i go there no friends.. chi also bad... very boring.. go there stand by nia..loNG Time 3 MTh cannot come back..cannot see GF..good thing is... the money... the food...no ppl to give oders to you....FrEEDOM..~~!!....MAn my tummy getting bigger and bigger.. to much to eat haha...;) old daies just put it a memory you can trow it away... look forward to your brightest of life.. live it cheerfully...^_^ v...Doo WELL ... strike fast... or not the chance is over....charish it.. put your best time in it..got my new phone too Z800i...finally got a 3g.. no need to carry my lifebook around...anywhere any time for costomers...after o's every things.... my SE P910i.....sound cards...why my mum need to take my cards away...~~!!! ......kkz...thats all... c ya guys around... sorry shi jie shermiane...ask you out but i not there...sorry ah.. next time treat ya go eat buffet??....
lollypop [1:16 PM]
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