Sunday, February 27, 2005
o tell mi why...
morning wake up go i mm wif mum ate lunch then pick up bl tl then meet the rest of the cc ppl......then we go NTU hear them talk talk...then go home.. fell on the way..msg her........came home.........never ate enought dinner....
Why i really dont knoe why.. you should told mi you dont like mi right......why make mi like a puppet i really love you to the core in my heart my brian if full of you......but why you dont like mi??..... i knoe you got a bf le ./... but you should told mi earlyer... i really wish that you really told mi earlyer.. so i wont bother you.....for 2 mths... i been your puppet.....i really dont wish to say this.. but.. haiz,... i really damn sad.. i dont knoe where i make you not like mi... am i an idiot... i really am........i really loved. you.........i will still waited for you.. i promise i sware.. i will.. .....untill you are merried... i knoe sometimes i dont feel for your feelings.. i am really sorry...i knoe that a sorry is not a sorry.....cant change things...but why dont you give mi a chance??.......okok i knoe now.. i a subsitude right.....before mi... you have a bf already... then you still accept mi... thats funny.....Why.. WHy.... why after your O you kick mi aside... put mi back into the puppet chest??......is very scarry in here...i shouted you never hear..is it sound proof??... i really dont knoe what to say... iam sorry
ThIS YEaR I SuRE BE SaD AGAin...A AnOThEr Sad YEaR FoR MI....i shouLD HAVE KnoE You LATEr....Why MUST So EaRlY KNoE YOU..> i HaTe FaTE.. i HATE TimE.. IS So FAST.. Why...mAkE HapPY TIME Go So FAST BUT Sad GoEs So Damn Damn SLOW??..WHY...~~!!
lollypop [8:16 AM]
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