Sunday, February 27, 2005
o tell mi why...
morning wake up go i mm wif mum ate lunch then pick up bl tl then meet the rest of the cc ppl......then we go NTU hear them talk talk...then go home.. fell on the way..msg her........came home.........never ate enought dinner....
Why i really dont knoe why.. you should told mi you dont like mi right......why make mi like a puppet i really love you to the core in my heart my brian if full of you......but why you dont like mi??..... i knoe you got a bf le ./... but you should told mi earlyer... i really wish that you really told mi earlyer.. so i wont bother you.....for 2 mths... i been your puppet.....i really dont wish to say this.. but.. haiz,... i really damn sad.. i dont knoe where i make you not like mi... am i an idiot... i really am........i really loved. you.........i will still waited for you.. i promise i sware.. i will.. .....untill you are merried... i knoe sometimes i dont feel for your feelings.. i am really sorry...i knoe that a sorry is not a sorry.....cant change things...but why dont you give mi a chance??.......okok i knoe now.. i a subsitude right.....before mi... you have a bf already... then you still accept mi... thats funny.....Why.. WHy.... why after your O you kick mi aside... put mi back into the puppet chest??......is very scarry in here...i shouted you never hear..is it sound proof??... i really dont knoe what to say... iam sorry
ThIS YEaR I SuRE BE SaD AGAin...A AnOThEr Sad YEaR FoR MI....i shouLD HAVE KnoE You LATEr....Why MUST So EaRlY KNoE YOU..> i HaTe FaTE.. i HATE TimE.. IS So FAST.. Why...mAkE HapPY TIME Go So FAST BUT Sad GoEs So Damn Damn SLOW??..WHY...~~!!
lollypop [8:16 AM]
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
So HAppY Heez...
Yeah PlAyED BbAll 4++ then rained....sianZ...then after the raIN..i plAty 1 on 1 wif THiAm LYE...lOST BUT AT lIST GoT 2 Of 7 LOLX.....ThEn PoH PlAyED WiF HiM... ThEn KiLl UnTill SiAOX...WSE Go IMM FinD My pouCh...BuT DOnT HaVE LEY..So No BuY..ThEn WAlk waLk SEE unTIll BAlAnO ThERe GoT OFfer...ThEn Go SEE SaW A JACkET..So NICe...ThEn BoUGhT WhITE DE....also $19 oNlY.....ThEn Go IMM BuY dRinKS..Bl Walk Of FiRST...DOnT KNoE WhaT GoT inTo him...Mi pOH AnD ThIAm Go EaT ThEn Go hoME..WA SAW MY FRiEnDS Too...Haha..ThEn CamE homE SaW MY BIG AUNTi... ThEn ChATTED WaTCh ShOW..ThEn BATh BATh....
shOWEr ShoWEr~~!!'
AFTER ThAT MY muMS FRiEnd CamE Too...ThEn i InSiDE MY Room ExCERSiCE..DAmn i Gant weight..DiE...loLX..BuT IOn WEiGhTiNG MAchIn LiKE NOThiNG DE LEY..no ChAnGe...HEEZ HEez.... NoW my HAnD bend bend de CAnNOT STRiGhT OR bEnD vERy BEnD...Mm..loLX......SEe ShoW SEE shOW
WaTCh SEe WATCh see...~~!!
ThEn EaT MY lATE DinnEr ...WaSh FaCE AnD WRiTe BlOg..aND .SlEEp..Oink Oink~!!
Zzz zzZ~~!!
~~DREAmiNG OF YOU To Be MiNE OnE DaY..YoU KNoE Who YOu ARE..My FEElINGS ToWaRDs YoU NEVEr ChanGe...WaiTinG FoR YOU..~~
lollypop [9:02 AM]
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Friday, February 25, 2005
YEah YEAh~~!!
WoAH~~!!... So DES NEh...
ToDAy PoWER.. HAha first say wanna go bball de....then go uk fun fare..LoLX..go there shiok lor...very very very little ppl that time.. so happy..the workers there still playin ruby lOLX...haha the first ride we ever sitted together..is Air Force One........Ahaha.. see uNTiLL Ks FACE To JiA LAT..LOLX..just sit on it only.. like wanna cry liaoz..So fuNNY LoRX...hahahaha......We SiTtED OppOsiT EaCh OThEr....then we or i shout most of our stress bad thinkings out..........So Suang.. even bl tl also shout.. haha..every ones so cute today....."Bu YAo Bu YAo SToP ThE THiNG STOp IT AHHH~~!! ".........Hahahaahaha.......we came out sher eyes got abit wet de.. but like not crying ley...and ka like not afrade liaoz......ka today abit sot sot de...keep on laughting...i saw my friend which she never come sch today...then we go around....saw bumper car.. 2 per sit.. haha...just nice... mi wif ka... bl with poh..thiam with sher....nice lor.. hitting each other.. ...poh and bl like no skill ley.. mi ka and sher thiam...keep hitting them haha....after that.. then walk around... nth to play le then ask them to play the vomit ride..LoLX...ka keep saying dont wan la.. very giddy de dont wan later vomit...yukky..eeaaaa...YuK pUi......then mi and sher PHYCo all go sit.. every one play then suang mah riGHTZ??.....we all on the sit le lock the safty thingy.. then i told them this sure vomit de play le no other games feel like playing le..haha.. then all say WA LiAo bluff us again.. sian lo... then thiam and boon very hao lian say nothing de ....very sianz....then the rides goes on.. spinning very slow ...keep seeing thiams leg.. like disjoined de lor... no legs..LOXL...then at the end most suang de.. thiam boon mi shout eee no suang de faster ley FASTER~~!!..WA ThEn REAlLY Go FASTEr...ThE pressURe is very high...WE CanT even pull our self frount.. our legs wanna put out also cannot ah./..haha... all kanna pressurise to the sit......haha...then finish le...ka nothing happen...sher damn giddy... haha.. most of us are okok...see sher this state feel very sorry for her...LoLX......then trow darts get prizes...got 1 small thing for sher .. one medium f0r ka....hEeZ... we all when to Je for dinner... at KFC..chatted many things...love this stlyes.. o yEAH...then mi poh thiam bL go arcade play ka and sher go home..BUT.....we walk half way to the arcade we feel very bu an.....very Xin bu an Ah.. need to send them back de.....Haha.. then we run back to find themm..then walk them to bus stop then sher go ..haha...then mi take mrt..then reach hom lo..very sleepy.. after this week of 45 -2 hrs of sleep per day...HaiZ...but bath le dont feel sleepy at all....haha.. then write blog Lo..thats aLL..HEeZ...OYASuMI MASai
haiZ..WiTh OuT YOU i plAy OR FEll NOThING...i Am WaITING FoR YOU
_-=No mATTEr hOW my hEART BREakS..i Will AlWaYs BE RiGHT HerE WaiTin FoR _-=YOU...=-_
HEY I SPeANd MoNeY On YoU All IS MY PLeASURe AnD i WIll Be HApPY Too...Heez...
lollypop [8:42 AM]
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
muSHi MuSHi~~!!
Haiz...DOnt KNOE WHy i CAmE INTo ThIS STATE.. ..........i ..haiz..
i RealLY Do nEED YOU....JuST A PEEp OF YOU.. i KNOE YoU GoT BF LE.. i REalLY DonT WannA BoThER YoU MuCh......i RealLY DoNT kNoE WhY I CAmE INTo ThiS STate... A WalKiNG RoTTED ShIT......i DoNT kNOE What To SAy .. ThE fEEl;INGS COmmiNG BAck.... i DoNT WAnNA HIT THiNGS OR CuT MySElF OR SEE BlOOD... HaiZ...WHy....i RealLY WAnNA Do SomEThiNG .. AnD DOnT KNOE WhaTS ThAT..................... SQuEEZiNG 2 years oF UnExprience express STUFFS IOn To My BRiAn IS REAlLY DAmN HARD....haIZ..... WHY i So SuCkY De... i REAlLY DAmN SaD OF MySElf LEY................I DONT WAn mYSElF To ComE In To ThIS De.. WHy MuST I??.. io DoNT KNOE.. WhO KNoE s IT.. AskING STuPiD QuESTiONS.... Why..............................ThEre Are So mAnY WHYS In MY HEaD....DAmNA IT O DAmN IT>.....ShIT O ShITO.......I am So DamN SAD OF SoME THiNG WhiCh I DONT KNeo... WhY ... DAmAN.. My SCi AlSo CAnT STuDy.... i nEED ThE SOMEONE....
lollypop [10:11 AM]
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
finially SUCH A LoNG TImE No wRItE LE
haiz..study at Y.M.C.A still thinking of every body.. missing you all especialy someone truly touch my heart.......truly.......hard to study keep thinking of the person.. can forget it.. really love her deep down in my heart.......hope you can hui dao wo de shen bian......
WOW... O lvl so stress.. now then i feel and knoe whats stress about.. you all are truly xing ku...........WHy WHy.. Why MR KOH( Potassium Hydroxide) our sci teach must call mi K3 student.. i really drank expired milk meh.. LOLX.. then whole education centre knoe mi liao.. sian..LOLX...always make class laught ... hate the A-maths teach dont knoe how to teach de lor.. call her also no reply.. ask her teach ..teach le dont understand.. other call her immediate go over.. what the lor.. damn it.......haiz.. pay 5000+++ go there fail meh.. almost every day complane abt her to principle and DM liao lor.. she suckx to the core..haha Wa AT list to day go UK fiun fare.. can shout untill no voice... so happy...my uncle spend 255 for 6 person only...who's the jasmine friend ah... told her 15 per game.. harlo.. 2.50 per token... most of the ride is 2 token de lor.. or 3... also can play untill very suang.. HEeZ...kk i think i can end here le....;)
thinking of YoU EVERYDAy EVerY Time EVery NIGhT.. CanT FoRGET IT....So SORRY...
lollypop [11:07 AM]
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