Sunday, August 26, 2007
to My DarlING
you KNow... i now write about you ah.. haha...darling you now back to china but i really wished you come back asap...i cant stop thinking of you even a mini seconds....faster come back...everyday i cant call you at night or even in the middle of the night....i really wanna cry out... i missed you deep down in my heart... watching the pictuers we took our memories...i really hoping that the next day you are comming back .... but it seem like every night is the longest night of my life...you cant leave me for a mini second....is like a flesh out of my fatty meat..=)...darling... please come back .....i WANT MY DARLING DOU DOU TO COME BACK...I WANT I WANT~!!!!!!!!!
i wanna say sorry to what i have done to you that make you sad or even cry...
iam sorry that i have always leave you in the larch .... i am sorry for the times that i made you cried...i am sorry that i wasnt always there for you...i am sorry that i trested you badly but you still with me all this year...i am the reason for your pain...others blame you for making me like this but i am sorry... i will take the blame off you and you can put the blame on me...i am sorry...you treated me soo damn good but i treated you sooo damn bad... i did not make you really happy i did not do those things you want me to do...i did not do what i promised ... i am sorry for what i have done.. i am sorry ...i really want to make you happy but i have gone to the wrong step instade of making yuou happy i made you cry down to your knees... darling... i am sorry... i will change myself i really will.... i will do what ever that makes you happy and giving you the protection that you always wanted...darling... i love you...for what i have done ... and what you have done for me.... i wont leave you...only you have the rights to leave me... you have all the reasons to leave me.... but i really want you i need you.....now regrating for what i have done to you ...please forgive me.....Ai wo Bie Zhou....
lollypop [11:23 AM]
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
Hai you when back ME HOw..~~????
time together with you is a different time i am with others... many things happen... we are still together.. 1 year +++...i will give you the best i got...haiz... dont have you but also got FIFi mah.. Hehx Hehx...monday i will bring her back and cook her... MuHahaha...you becareful yah.....you and me will hit the time of our life..you know ah..you changed my life.. you changed everything what i have done...i will quit smoking asap..1 day no you is like 1million lightyears...please come back early o... or i will eat fifi...muhahaha...ilove you o... ~!* mUAckx *!~
lollypop [2:37 PM]
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Friday, August 04, 2006
bad luck.. get OUT~~!!! OnLY GooD LUckS Are Welcomed
early in the morning i ate breakfast at my house( SuPErWoMen)change some by me hee hee.....7:15 am... when out of house 5 mins reach bus stop....took 190 to sch... the traffic is so bad.. untill i 9 am reach sch lo....reach school le... ht elesson switch i dont even know... what the hell??....2 sci period shit lo....i though only one period as my e maths teacher winne took leave... i sat on the floor as no more chairs was avalable... took the worksheet... DONE IT.. and first lesson is about to end the damn it arse sci teacher saw me then shouted..."WHOS THAT FELLOW SITTING ON THE FLOOR".....then i replied " ME ME".. she replied " Why Are You SITTING ON THE FLOOR?"..DaH As She got eyes no more chairs is avaliable." DonT YOU HAVE COMMON SENCE THAT YOU GO OTHER CLASS AND TAKE A CHAIR??".PLz is just 1 or 3 more min to class ends....still say " YOU NEVER DO MY WORK . Get OUT OF THE CLASS~~!!!"... WTF???i DONE iT LoR....I showed it to her...still say " No You get OuT..".. ??? AH??.. do also no use no do also same... what the shit??....still puk out the never word... i in her lesson is quite quite de lo..i always dont her work lo..always must see her mood to attend the lesson de lo.. so gugu lo....bloody gugu....hermp............. dont wanna write anymore...
lollypop [9:33 AM]
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Wooo HoHo Summerising up all
WA.... YMCA change alot... the teachers are great accept for one.... she sux... that black bitch...ee...ahhh pui..the sci teacher.... so sercas with her damn words....who cares... after june there will be a old teacher comming in .. i like him .. his teachings is great.......wa... when pubbing with couple of friends.... nice... altivo.. but the drinks there so ex.... all mroe then 15++.. heaven pluse gst and other t's hor..
/\ blue quite nice... alchol not high..kinda sweet
putri, muang muang, siti and me
days of home works are stressed... now i cant even sleep... keep on sleeping in the afternoon...ZzzZZ...the only thing that kept me awake is only this
at least it wont make me fat or what right.....
wow... my 19th floor uncle bought a dog.. soooOoo.. cute but noisy
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when k box quite some time ago...gotten some tarqilars and beers...
my Y friends for now...
liwen putri and siti... still got others.. never take nia.. they just my close ymca friends
so nice... june no holis... everyday got something on... WooOHOo.. i just love school thats all....staying at home make me smoke more and more..... Mm.. now atleast 1 packet 3 days... last time 1 or 2 per day.. WA.... i have a short life....oi siti remember my 40" plasma HDTV ah... and the suit...the beers also.. the rolax watch too.. <<< ( all PApers burning for me..).. LoLX.....
nothing much happen i just hate the sci teacher.... complain to the printciple le the sci teacher still got the guts and the balls??.. to ask the entire class WHO COMPLAIN ABOUT ME... haiz.. bitches will always be bitches... every lessons sure shoot me for nothing lo... chicken...she just dont know how to help.... saying what.. those who dont know english i can give a immediate 0... wtf??...you can come back 1 mroe or 2 or 3 years again..saying me la... knn...Errr... she using the technic of beating around the bush....man i got no bush just shoot me stright ok~~!!...everylessons i sure give her faces... she late still come to the class and kao pei kao bu... knn... she just so sercas... kanna scolding by principle one day ok nia then second day back to bitches state... what the....just hate her face... pui.... i came back to the school just to study not to get shooting form her lo...knn... she shoot me with beating around the bush... i just talk back diractly lo... she dont like it plz call my number: 1800-KISS-MY-ASS....
today at sci prac... she very chicken ... keep scolding students no common sence la.. stupid la.. idiot.... firstly she ask us to pour the water in to the cylinder then pour to the beaker then start to time the tempreture.... then after 15 mins... she say oi why you all never do the second part... you all must weight the glass first mah.. what the fuck???? knn....then scolding us you people ah... no common sence wth??.....one day i sure burst out in frount of her fucking face and i will fuck her with out condoms...in the sence of scolding with out censord......who wanna fuck this black sercas bitch.. yukky... "VoMIT".......ok .. i am done with this sercas shit.....i am done... i just HATE HER..~~!!
lollypop [6:46 AM]
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
what a tired day and back home scolding from mum what the fuCk??
morning mum bring me to my work place...then found my place and start working..firstly boss dont know my gilfriend was also working there loLX.. but she know la...then work work work selling mashrooms.. at night then go eat KCF with gf... then back home kanna fuck by mum...why??? just dont know why she keep asking question.. but never ever ask any quest about hows the job are you tired?? happy with the job??..never ever asked... what kind of mum is this??....damn it.. before o lvls.. in my life she never ever asked iam i happy??.. am i tired?? have i eaten my dinner??? but only asked (before and after o lvls) study liao mah??.. pray liao mah??.. go out with who??...do not have a girl friend now... girls i ditched is because of mum.. but for now i wont because of her i gonna ditch this one...cause is so fucking... at list i can handle my studies it does not effect my studies at all...why?? why?? so fucking....i hate this life.. i hope that i can dont need to go home for ever....i rather live in jail then home.. at list i dont have to quarral with my mum...later ask me questions then i reply say i talk back.. what the fuck??...then dont reply keep on asking why dont reply.. or saying some thing which is so sercastic....saying that i go out with bad friends... i go smoking go drink beers.. go find a job working with gangsters...she just think that in an office there wont be any gangsters...i dont wanna work in an office for now.. i hate it.. just only done 1 slight mistake gonna do all over again.. or kanna scolding by fucking bosses...she just dont wanna let me do the things by my self.. she just wanna make me a mummy boy which i fuckingly dont want it...why keep listen to my mum??...i rather dont ....i gonna do it by myself...what she promised me she will forget it untill i reminded her.. saying that she going to get my a model car after my olvls.. till now not even a new box seen in my room... what a cock...now i got my own money i will do what i wish... i not going to use her money....always saying that i scold my mum....say her things... i know she treat me well...so??.. but treat me fucking bad in words.....if together talk with all my family...only my brother knows my feelings well.. the whole family will only say that i am wrong ... i am bad... no good no good...then what am i going to do??.. STAY AWAY FROM HER LIFE....so what if i fail.. she failed her o lvls too...yah mah mother and son same de la.,. whats the fucking differents...my brothers brian is good.. but not me.. dont force me to do anything which i dont wan.... why cant you let me choose what i wan... always use force to apply on me.. is always force.. is always~~!!!!she just wan me to do office work....so what she is in an office sitting high up.. so what??.. she failed her o lvls.. ~~!!...so what??...i never ever bullyed her.. dont say that ok... i dont wan to be a mummy boy.. dont ever say what i am not fatil to my mum.. .... she bullied me... not i....everyday tired after study or work still force me to answer her question still continue ask me to study what the fuck'???... if she go down to my boss and ask her to sack me i will not talk speak to her in my rest of my life... what is my father doing??..i wanther what will we go after death.. we dont know weather it is true that there will be heaven or hell... some day i will try....we might be reborn in another dimention...... why?? why??? asking my mum to go back her room because i dont wanna qurral with her...but she insis to carry on her sercastic SPEACH....~~!!!...
i Hate My LiFe..enduring all the pains all the hatred all the qurrals with my mums sercas speach...this sucks... one day she wont be seeing me forever...so what she will be sad.. she forced me to do this..so i can get ride of the qurralings...and she can save her breaths...better that she knows it that i hate her words...~~!!!
lollypop [7:03 AM]
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Whats Over LEt IT BE...O Lvls GoNE HuReaa
yeah.. finish le.. but bad thing is we can be together and play , fark things up.. cook curry for vandiana.. loLX..Miss you guys lots and the days we had suffer and having fun at the same time... love you guys to the end man.... darling dont think too much le o.. even if my mum dont approve it.. i will wait for the day.. LoVe you... finnally overcome it... ....Hey Prom night hor you guys ah... frount write King: sito Queen: shin lei Behine Write ME and Katrina(Sch Flower) damn it... force to dance with her...but okok la.. quite embarassing..LoLx.. why first song is my song ( DOnt PuNK With My HEart) wa i high lo... almost took off all cloths...yeah kanna force to dance with her ...... she not a good dancer neighter me too..haiz.. why?? why??....LoLX.. after that we when for a drink...LoLX.. LiX.. i still cant forget blangla.. Na Bu** Ch** B*..Damn it really talk rubbish lo.. LoLX...PonGol??..PonGol where??..lOlx man you all just rox... haiz.. comferm is jack the boss ask you all to elect me.. damn it loLX.. haiZ.. jack and keegen when off early...to friends grandma's funeral...lack of them also very sad can drink with them... hope you guys from china and indo come back take results we open chalet again??.. then drink till we drop LoLC.e.. CXC!!!.. his chalet.. kanna force to drink wisky ah beer ah and other stuffs.. untill i need to clean the toilet.. haiz.. LoLX.. but quite fun to see him vomit..slept in the toilet somemore...haiz.. fun daies go by very fast....hope there will be another day of fun with you guys..love you all...~!*friends 4 3v3r*!~... v^_^vPeace out yo
Heres some photo's of my Buddies and class mates(Next Blog)
pushing around At MAc Studying too...chin tiong filix me joesph
What are you guys doing to my hair??...Joesph (frount) Filix(back) Xiao chuan (Back BAck)
Heres A good ONe.. Mr lee(English teacher) And Me
My Best Photo off all..My Darling & Me(kiNG OF PRom NIGHT Y.M.C.A).Hee hee...
lollypop [2:04 PM]
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
MmM
FInished chinese.....worring for other subs.. thats suxz..miss you all.. hope we all meet up again.. missing the chaotic daies with FILIX the black.. haha.. hope you know hat we plan to do about the truck.."LAi LAi AunTi COmE FRESh VeGiTaBlEs"...haha..MM now is 5:15 finish testing mums 318...a slow car to a okok type.. haiz.. added grounding wire...racing closed pod filters ...like that only haiz.. adding xeon light after o's ..... encounting daies.. after o's got money money.. loVe IT.. O YEAh..should i or should i not go shang hai for stand by... S$10,000 per mth.. bad thing is.. i go there no friends.. chi also bad... very boring.. go there stand by nia..loNG Time 3 MTh cannot come back..cannot see GF..good thing is... the money... the food...no ppl to give oders to you....FrEEDOM..~~!!....MAn my tummy getting bigger and bigger.. to much to eat haha...;) old daies just put it a memory you can trow it away... look forward to your brightest of life.. live it cheerfully...^_^ v...Doo WELL ... strike fast... or not the chance is over....charish it.. put your best time in it..got my new phone too Z800i...finally got a 3g.. no need to carry my lifebook around...anywhere any time for costomers...after o's every things.... my SE P910i.....sound cards...why my mum need to take my cards away...~~!!! ......kkz...thats all... c ya guys around... sorry shi jie shermiane...ask you out but i not there...sorry ah.. next time treat ya go eat buffet??....
lollypop [1:16 PM]
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